The 'constipated wait'

Hay... call me "engrata" but I have been so blessed all my life. God gave me a good home, loving parents,great friends,talent and a "career" which i am so thankful for but I feel that there's still something missing.

I know there is something for me, i just need to focus and learn to be a little more patient.

"it's that little flame
that lights a fire
under your ass.
purpose,
it keeps you going strong
like a car with a full tank of gas.
everyone else has
a purpose so what's mine?...

i don't know how i know,
but i'm gonna find my purpose.
i don't know where i'm gonna look,
but i'm gonna find my purpose.
gotta find out, don't wanna wait!
got to make sure that my
life will be great!
gotta find my purpose
before it's too late...


i'm gonna find my purpose
could be far, could be near
could take a week,
a month, a year
at a job, or smoking grass
maybe at a pottery class!
could it be?
yes it could!
something's coming,
something good!
what will it be? where will it be?
my purpose in life is a mystery
gotta find my purpose
gotta find me."


-Princeton on AVENUE Q