Freeze frame

Oh I got the blues again.
It's that time of the year na naman
and I've been getting 'em birthday blues.
I just feel so crummy lately,
feeling everythings seems so wrong.
I feel like life's in a stand still.
This sucks!

Everything around me is moving so fast.
My "kid" friends are having kids,
most of my friends are getting married,
colleagues changing careers...
People are moving on with their lives.
I know I should be grateful for having all of what I have now.
but I just feel something's missing
and I am running out of time.
I NEED to do something!

I need motion not stills.

just feeling kinda blah. forgive me.